This post was written
several months ago and I decided to translate to English... I
hope you enjoy!
Women crosses the bridge Samora Machel – Tete
Detail for how she carries the baby ... |
I'm living alone in Maputo - Mozambique and my family will join me in few months. All planned, isn’t it? But who can say what the heart must to do?...
The "single’s
life" is complicated, but I have advantages. For example, the computer desk
I put in the bedroom. My wife complained...
- You're crazy! Put
it back in the office!
I laughed so loud and
said with a sarcastic tone:
- I am the boss here!
- And I laughed so fucking...
Sure... 5,000 miles away... I have the opportunity to
annoying her. Okay… in sequence and after to stop laughing, I whispered in romantic tone and with a Barry White voice’s (Click to listen)...
- Calm down love...
I’ll fix everything before you arrive... (I'm crazy but not fool! Rsrs).
... yeah, but I want
to write today about something happened when I drove to home a few days ago. I
live alone & don’t have dinner usually. I think it's lazy to wash dishes
or even to make the rango.
- Alexandre, you must
to buy food! - My worried wife demanded.
And I went to buy
cleaning products for my new maid to use. I walked only two aisles in the
supermarket and I felt myself useless.
What the fuck is used
to clean the house? To take a shower I know… coconut soap! Hahaha
So… I asked for
support for one of the attendants that chatted with others in the site. Task accomplished.
lol
On the other hand… I
didn’t have support in the supply kit. I brought in the bags ... 02 cakes, a
chicken soup, a cherry Halls (!) &... 01 insecticide?!?! Man… I'm clueless!
Hahaha
The next day I had
dinner… a papaya and four bananas... and while I write this post I have two
more looking at me. After that I'll eat 3 oranges and a glass of Pepsi… and go
to bed... So I can finish all the food in my house and traveling to somewhere
in Africa. Did U realize? I ended up with all food in my house! My wife
gets angry. Of course she didn’t tell to my mother... the old lady could hit me!
Rsrs
Every man is a disgrace.
I'm worried 'cause I have to wash 01 plate, a knife, a spoon and a glass used
in the "meal" ... owo ... and gotta collect the "garbage"
tomorrow morning. Sorry but I prefer a very hard workday.
On the way to my
home there one or two fruit stand... well... don’t imagine that places like
NY... or Brazil. Imagine something simple... with fruits simple too. Don't forget I'm in Africa.
I pulled over and a
humble lady approached quickly to meet me... like a Drive-Thru.
- Good night, boss!
- Just a second... I’ll get off the car to choose the fruits. – I responded with a friendly tone.
In fruit stand, or a simple black plastic lying on the floor with some fruit above, with
bananas, papayas, guavas and giant oranges that she said the name, but I
didn’t understand. Remenber that all very simple, ok?
One of fruit stand next my house... |
I bought 5 bananas, 3
oranges (Giants!), and a papaya... in USA that would cost... I think... between
US$ 2 and 5... depending on the region. I know places would cost US$ 8.
- There are 40
meticais, boss - told me that lady. (something about US$ 1.50)
Look... I don't like
to call me “boss”... is too submissive. I wasn't educated like this... hurts...
I beg to they never use that. I always try but still.
... I opened my
wallet and saw only a 200 note. At that moment I realized the lady would never
have change for that note, incidentally, I thought the change, if it existed,
would be any income that day.
Then I looked for
those three curious children who accompanied the lady in the dark edge of the
road and handed him the note... she looked at the money ... put in the light to
confirm the value… and stared as if he thought... what do I do?... I can't sell
because I don't have change.
- Let it be ... it’s
okay. - I said & sended a Brazilian's bye... got in the car and under the astonished
gaze of this lowly black lady and the surprise smiles those three children under
her care. I think that she's still thinking that I gave to her the wrong note.
I didn’t realize at
that momment but everything came back when I stopped the car in front of my
house’s gate. I looked where I live... the condo... the garden… and when I
opened the gate I started to cry.
It was a mix of
feelings... miss my wife... my boy... where I got... I have achieved and the... above
all where I came from. I did not pass the difficulty
these children are today or this future so present to them... but my
childhood was difficult too and my family spent a lot of grip... Today I'm very
proud of my parents. I wondered how the parents of those children feel when
money does not enter.
They will not get upset because not buy a new pants or a video game, but because not have food that night. I put myself in their shoes and remembered how many times my father swallowed his pride and said with a lump in his throat ... "I have no money to buy this my boy", "today we’re just having this very simple meal at home". How would I feel if I had to tell to my son "today U will not eat"... so I cried... and I cry now while I write all this.
Boys living in a Village, Tete - Mozambique |
I know that money
doesn't make difference to me... but may help support that family. And don't think that lady was so old but I'm sure of her hardness life took as
many years as joys.
Life is hard ... and not only for who is soft!
Tete - Mozambique |
Hug
Marcadores: Família Moçambique
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